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  • After the pigs charged me for bleeding all over the foot path and didn't charge the pos that jobbed me over the back of the head was about the starting point. of the Steve that dont smile much any more. Time heals all time passes things change.
    • ⭐️Creamcrackered
      That would do it, I had similar experience, you wake up to realise there is no justice system.
    • ★Stevo
      Profession liars operate in court rooms. In the end I sat there for a week never spoke . All the other cases I watched were also more lies from a pro liars. It only took 4 years to be found not guilty about 15 visits to various pathetic legal procedures that pay legal eagles top dollar for talking.
    • ⭐️Creamcrackered
      Courts aren't about justice, they are about who knows how to play the legal system the best, and who has the most money, the reason we have to have solicitors is because the law is written in latin or "legalese" as they call it (Black Laws Dictionary) that's why rich people can get away with drink driving, even murder. People don't even want to act as witnesses anymore, because the process is so long, even if they can get a case to court, the outcomes are so p!ss poor and unjust. The book The Secret Barrister, exposes a lot.
  • Mine came secondary to car accident and autoimmune diagnosis, although there was always part of me that questioned existence from a young age, when I had my health I was happily distracted by sports etc. So I was forced to go inward, grieve for the loss of the life I knew, and question who I even was or meant to be anymore, what my purpose, or even the purpose of life in general was. Eventually you reach acceptance, and adapt to how life is. I still get low, usually on the days I'm suffering a flare of pain and fatigue, but I also have days I laugh and have fun. Life is just different to what it was before.
    • Shadow Of The Mind
      That sounds terrible and is it’s sad to hear that. Has your depression been so bad that it hurts? That’s what it’s like for me. Each of us has a different purpose in our own lives. They say that life treats people differently but it’s not life itself. It’s how we are treated by others while growing up. All that we can do in our lives is to distract ourselves from certain things and situations.
    • ⭐️Creamcrackered
      After the accident it was hard to accept my situation, when it got me it was like an abyss trying to suck me into it, made me question my purpose and existence. I think as much as it sucks, you cannot fight it, I just know it's there, normally apparent when I'm suffering, or have to turn down an invitation, just have to rest and take care of myself, as to whether it will go, who knows. Depression is often referred to as your black dog. I remember when I first started suffering pain and autoimmune I read a book called Sunbathing in the rain, it was about learning to live with depression, to enjoy life despite it. It must serve a purpose. The black dog :- https://youtu.be/XiCrniLQGYc?si=VV3Mrqgzw4hvYm3b
    • Shadow Of The Mind
      It sounds like you had a tough going time in life. Sorry to hear that.
    • ⭐️Creamcrackered
      My neighbour is confined to her bed 24/7 aged 32, born with with the nerves of her spine wrapped around it instead of inside it, there's always someone worse off, and she isn't hateful about it, suffers depression though, bought herself a cat.
    • ⭐️Creamcrackered
      Whats your story?
    • Shadow Of The Mind
      That sounds terrible what she is going through in her life. I’m sure someone has the decency to take care of her or for someone who can offer her emotional support. I was never loved properly by anyone. I have negative experiences with people. I was physically bullied when I was a child both in school and in the estate where I spent my childhood. My mother is difficult to live with and that affects my mental health. I was never properly loved by anyone and I don’t know what a hug feels like. The depression I have is situational and not clinical which tablets will never cure for my situation in life. I get emotionally affected by people’s pain when I sense their pain while being in their presence. An instance of a negative experience I’ve had with people is their lack of empathy, understanding and emotional awareness because they are so preoccupied in their head that they are insensitive. Nearly everyone I’ve come across is like that. It can be very depressing for me that it hurts inside. Sometimes I wonder why I deserve to be mistreated and unloved by others around me. I’ve done nothing wrong to them.

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