to elaborate further from above since it wouldnt let me write more.... he broke up with me because he said i was too much drama and play games... and that is true i could see where he felt i was playing games but in a way he also sent mixed signals to me. but overall he just felt like i fucked with him and liked to play games and he didn't trust me and he didn't want to waste time on a lost cause. he also said he loved me.... SO.. i waited a few days and then sent a text to him saying i feel stupid for blowing my chances with him and i didnt mean for it to seem like i was playing games but that i was just afraid to get hurt and it was my way of pushing him away. i told him that i hope one days we can eventually talk, etc. that night he sent me a text that had nothing to do with what i'd sent him, just simply "im at the beach, woohoo!" (i think he was drunk) and then a day after that he texted and called and left a voicemail and said he never got my texts and would i resend them.. so i DID. and a few hours later he texted saying he misses me and wished things couldve worked out and that the beach osn't the same without me... i told him i missed him too and to ride a wave for me... he sent one last text "already did" but that was the last i heard from him. should i contact him back? i don't want to sound desperate because i am not, but i DO want him back. but my gut is saying let him come to me because i have told him my feelings and afterall HE is the one who dumped ME. i want other people's advice on what they think about his actions and if he still likes me and is it worth even attempting to get back together or should i leave him alone?

It sounds to me like he's still getting his head around what happened. Let him. It won't be easy, no, but given that he broke up with you because of "drama", it might be best to let him be until he comes to you.

let it go. he'll start missing you. and when he does, he will contact you. nothing worse than a clingy person. live your life and have fun and don't wait on him because you'll probably be waiting for a lifetime.