I am 26 y.o so young based on everybody said to me. But i really go hardships with my life. Now i'm working overseas in Tokyo, Japan. And day by day i'm getting lost and draining mentally and passion with my work. I'm working 13 hours per day. sometimes 20 hours a day. 6 days a weeks. Still compared to my seniors working almost 14-22 hours per day.At the very fist working as designer make me enthusiast. Since i'm fron south east asia and get hired working in top city in the wolrd. 4 months has passed. i can't focus and concentrate. I've been messed up and being warning will get fired due my lack of effort compared my seniors. Working till the last of breath. I'm feeling i dont't suitable with my passion work anymore. My life isn't balance. I don't hava social life. Many people convince me you can do it. It's just a moment. What i feel being a robot and not human is far way different than my blue print in life. I do can know why Japanese is really close with suicide. My seniors is not supportive, you have to fast catching up with us. Otherwise, you are a burden. You're lack of effort. I can feel their presence and thoughts to me. And now i just feel guilty with my boss give a chances to come for away and i'm just about to give up in the middle od the road. My meal life is change drastically, my psychology mind is changing. All i have to think now my work is not good enough day by day. I just getting afraid to change career and have to start ag...