I am so tired of my life, what do I do?Firstly this is not for attention so please do not attack me with cruel comments. I am only 26 and I already feel as though I have lived for way too long. My childhood was a hell filled with instabilty, parents bitterly seperating & getting back together(10 times), constant moving, verbal abuse from my whole family, physical abuse from my brother, years of isolation with little contact with the outside world (We were home schooled from the 4th grade up and lived out in the middle of nowhere) My mother hoarded cats and so from ages 13 to 20 I lived in a run down trailer that reeked of animal urine and fecal matter and I often was literally feasted on by hungry fleas (yes! They will bite humans!). My brother controlled the entire household and I was taught from an early age (by my own mother!) not to fight back or stand up for myself. So basically whatever my brother wanted or said went. My mother died at 19 but I didn't get out of that hell hole til I was nearly 21. I spent the next 3 years working my ass off at a shit job at a grocery store and found out too late that they pay no one more than 10 cents over minimum wage. I met the man who would later become ny now husband while I was working there and acquired a better paying job at a different grocery store shortly after the wedding. Although that job did not last very long but I'll get back to that shortly. I want to be up front that I was aware before we got married that my husband has aspergers. However we dated for nearly a year and a half before we even discussed marriage and there were many habits/behaviors which he did not exhibit then but he does exhibit now. Many of them I am able to deal with but there are some that I am beginning to wonder how much longer I can put up with. His job stability is horrible and he refuses to keep one job while looking for another. So I have no choice but to make up for his slack by working extra hours and finding ways to earn money from home on my few off days. He seemingly has
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