I need help about something quite personal. So,I've been needing to speak to someone about this, whom might be able to relate or look at my case from outside the frame and give me an efficient advice. Firstly,English isn't my first language and I'm an Arab who's currently residing in Egypt.I left my hometown due to the war in it to finish my high school diploma.I was unable to travel to Europe or the US or any where else due to the economic crisis and currency exchange instability. Thus,ever since I changed countries and educational systems (I changed to the British curriculum IGCSE/A LEVELS) I've been failing.I wasn't ever below a B student but during the war and all that , I've had depression and an eating disorder.My grades went down hill and my focus level was low.I've repeated the subjects only to receive 'D's.This is my forth year in high school and I only have 5 subjects ( universities here require 8 ) but I registered in school again for 4 more subjects ( incase I failed one). Secondly, I'm 20 years old and I feel so old even though I look young due to my fragile petite structure (I'm a female), I feel like a complete failure. I make my parents pay for my school fees and subjects over and over again , knowing that their going through financial crisis and whats worse , I'm unable to get the grades they want.I cant transform to another diploma because the others require 3 years to finish and I can't drop because my parents have set expectations for me to enter ...